LAME!

Haha about 130am, I can't sleep.

What I can't get over right now is how I ended up staying home on the last friday night of spring break?!! Haha, man it's crazy and I'm feeling muchos lame-os right now. Waaa.

So spring break huh? This might be one of the things I'll regret later in life, lol. Spending my last spring break ever WORKING, going to CLINICAL, and pretty much sleeping early every night to wake up every morning by at least 6am! Yeeeah, woooO! haha. THENNNN on the weekend when I can sleep in, I don't do anything! WOOOOOOO! hahaa. I'm soo doing something tomorrow night btw...even if I'm alone. ha ha haa.

Aside from that dose of humor, dnbs was cool even if that place is boring! (sorry Grace!) But you know what was funner?? PB IN THE DAAAAAAAYTIME!! "It's really fun guys" Haha, me and Ruth yet again drinking/eating/shopping at Pb..it would be soo much funner if you allll went. I had a good amount of alcohol in my system= suuper fun shopping. Then grrreat nap when I came home. Foreals, we are SOO doing that MANY times this summer......

anyways, time to sleep. Are we really going to messsico tomorrow???

SPRRRING BREAK:)

After a lot of boredom, I forgot I had a blog to keep myself entertained!

Anyways, it's a lovely friday afternoon, I just got paid, so I am about to go for a little stroll thru the mall =) I haven't really bought anything for myself these past few weeks because my last paycheck was zero dollars! So today, maybe I'll buy a shirt..or two.

It is officially spring break! But even though it's break and all, I do plan on working at least 40 hours because afterwards I will be too busy the last six weeks of school. SIX??!!! Wow, six. I always thought the time would never come, and now that it is....it's just soo..scary!! I finally have to really be grown up! Grades won't mean anything, which is crazy cuz I feel like I've lived only to get grades! All I want to be is a good nurse though, so I hope I will be.

Other than working, I have a paper, research critique, clinical worksheet, journal and project to work on. FUNNN. I do want to squeeze in time to live a little. How bout going out of town for a little bit (even to just eat and walk around), or John Legend concert ($35)--Let me know if you're interested! Speaking of LIVING, I have realized this last year that I haven't really been living, living. I have been living to make deadlines, studying for tests, sleeping to wake up for work--routine stuff. Not really enjoying the finer things in life. So I am making it a goal to do things I wanna do after I graduate. For example, go on road trips, fly a kite, travel, lay on the beach, etc. Haha, yup the stuff we kinda used to do when we were young and aliiive!

Reflecting a little on this entry, I guess I'm just scared to grow up. (grace, you must have something to say, haha). After school, you're supposed to find your soul mate in life. In my case, where the fck is he?!! Then have babies and just groow old..and older....and olderrrrrrrr. EW! hahahaa. I have problems.

Soo yea call me if you guys wanna chill. I feel like I see/talk/hang out with only that one person during the weekdays. NOT healthy, well at least not for me. I like to be around more than one person sometimes. I'll just be working if not. I'm trying to save moneys because I am most likely going on a trip to NYC the week after I graduate. It's cheap and my dad's paying for it as a grad present =) The plan is to see all the places I'd love to see, so it's random but I'm pretty excited! (Im gonna be aliiive!! hahaa) Then in July will be the much anticipated Hawaii trip with my family. And me & daze were talking about a Huuuge all-girl Vegas trip in August where we would rent a giant suite and fuckin party! Sounds FUNNN huh?!!

Anyways, that's all. and Yes, I realize I am going through some end-of-college-life-crisis. Haha, buut "fuuuuuck it"...we're only young once. See you guys out tonight if you guys go!

WHYYYY!?!!!

WHYY must I be so damn careless? & because of my carelessness...I always spend my money on things I don't really need! I have been noticing that about myself lately and its kinda annoying! haha. Let's seeeeeeeeeee:

-I buy a camera & I dont use it AT ALL..hell, I don't even know where that thing is. (ps. I will be looking for that after I blog)
-I buy purses and dont really go out..so they are lost somewhere in my closet.
-I crash a car and total it...& it's not even mine.
-I buy Gucci sunglasses and sit on them & they cracked :(
-I've been thru three silver watches & millions of earrings...and dont have much to show for.
-I buy a phone and lose it. Then when I get an old phone, I'm not happy and spend more money to get the same phone I used to have (which I'll probably lose again!)

Yeah, it's not much, but it is! Things add up...talk about getting my Dad's spending habits! Thank God I'm graduating..I'm starting not to be able to afford myself!!! I think I need a boyfriend for this problem, hehe jk. I guess it's just time to break the bad habit......

REAL FRIENDS/ FAKE FRIENDS

thought it was funny:

FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.
REAl FRiENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."

THURSDAY

Wow, home and sober on a thursday night AND going to work tomorrow morning! Different!, but a good change. Aside from American Idol, my time at home has been a real bore. Grey's sadly re-ran their show again, what's up with that?? Aside from that, being at home has been stressing me out/making me mad. I know much may be due to the upcoming appearance of my monthly friend, but really....really..I've had so many times where I just felt like screaming in my pillow. With Lynn's car officially totaled, we have five drivers and four cars..so we have been alternating cars and for some reason...MY car is the one always in use and nobody pays for the gas except me! This has been one of the major stressors for me at home. Can you imagine having plans and not carrying through because everyones always driving your car...orrr...just straight up being stuck at home (can't go to the gym, walmart, etc) cuz someone needs your car and they keep telling you "well you have to make sacrifices sometimes."Orr just even planning your next day around whose gonna need your car when. GAaaaahh, it drives me crazy. I mean--I know I totaled one of the cars, but hey--so did my other two sisters..I just topped it off! haha. Errr, aside from that..hopefully my sister will be purchasing her AcuraTL this Sunday to take away this problem...

Anyways, things haven't really been the greatest--well nothing to be all excited to blog about. It's been boring..I lost my phone and phone numbers (my social life)...I hate my old hand-me-down phone. My dogs have been barking out my window nonstop for the past nights interupting my sleep...Uhh, all Ive been doing is school work..had a midterm today which marks my first nursing test i DIDNT study for...& i dont know. haha.

Dang, hopefully next entry will be a little brighter. I need some you know what...you know what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you dont know, ask. hahah.

$$$$$$$$

Ohhh man, yet ANOTHER friday where I have failed to go to work. I have not worked for sooo long...and yet I spend money like i work Full-time. I think that the problem roots from riding to school with marty on Thursdays. After class, we always go somewhere and end up someway, somehow drinking to a point where it is no longer a question if we are going to work or not! Every thursday! and Fridays are the only days I really have time to work.

Anywaays, today is Martys 24th birthday. I got him a pair of Prada sunglasses...........but he WILL pay me back! Do you guys wanna go to altitude with me...please? But anyways, that's mah buddyyyy.

At least Im sticking to one of my new yrs resolutions which was to do well in school. i got a 98 on my test, wooohoooo. As for the rest, I have failed. Soo I'll call ya'll up later. I got a big ass bottle of captain morgan that was on sale at the NEX for 15.99....I might need some help drinking it, har har har.

p.s. Lotto jackpot: 267 million........wow.