HUMOR

Sometimes you gotta find the humor in things. How I've humored myself this weekend was sadly looking at my weekend itinerary. I wondered to myself many times this weekend: "wow, I'm pretty lame! " I can remember the weekends when I would leave the house at 11 to party, versus now coming home at 11 to call it a night! Yeah, that was a perfect example. Not to complain right now though, cuz I love it and I'd rather be warm at home right now then freezing my ass off trying to party. & I guess that's just growing up for ya. Sucks, haha.

Anyways, I was looking on myspace at how all the groups from high school are still really good friends. And with definitely no offense to you guys... or myself!, but I'm jealous! They have thanksgiving dinners together, hang out at each others houses, go shopping or whateverr....and they're all big happy groups! Then I look at ours...haha, and laugh because you would think after 10+ yrs of being friends, that all 8 of us would still be able to be good friends..but we're not..we're drama queens! Me & Philbert were saying maybe it's because we don't have guys in our group, so you put a bunch of girls together and there's bound to be drama! We're all split in half & mad at each other. So now there is less of us to hang out and for the most part, I kinda have nooo idea what anyone is doing throughout the week, haha. Sometimes makes me feel like I have no friends! But of course I understand we're all busy, but fckn imagine when we graduate w full time careers!! Anyways I just miss being a bigger group, but quality over quantity.. haha byaaaaaah!! I just got kinda sad about that over the weekend. Just last Christmas, we WERE one of those big, happy groups that I envy now. I guess we take those things for granted....

The end of the semester approaching quickly. It's December already! I seriously can't believe how FAST this year has went. It scaares me to think about graduating next year, it's less than 5 months away!! & that's it--blasted into the reeal world. Hmm, oh yeah I <3 the new real world cast. haha, ok..I'm looking at my bed and it looks mighty comfy. Goood night!