ahhH!

The lack of privacy I have at home is starting to get at me. I think I have been room-less for more than 3 weeks. Sleeping on the couches/in my grandmas room; dressing up in the spare room with all my clothes piled on a bed is disastrous; doing my makeup in the hallway; putting my shoes in random parts of the house; putting my purses and work stuff in the guest room; & even struggling to find a place to chill because I need a socket to charge on my phone and computer!

soo frustrating. Cant even have a phone conversation without somebody listening. Driving me crazy. I just want to be in a room, watch my TV, play on my computer, lock my door--completely UNDISTURBED...

..I have re-evaluated moving out and its not something I want to do ideally. That would be at least 700/month on top of my car payment, auto insurance, phone payment.....blaaaaah. I hate being an adult.

ANYWAYS, yah i feel like im going a lil craaazy!! helllllp!! :O

p.s. i love my mom and grandma to death....but WHYYYY are they always packing balikbayan boxes year round?!! and whyyyy are they such HOARDERS!!! its craaaaaaazy.

SUNSHINE

helloo, probably to nobody, cuz I dont think anyone reads these blogs anymore. haha

With the sunshine coming out more often, I literally feel like I am rising from the dead. HAHA. I dont know, I am so over the being cold, wearing boots, layering my clothes. I wanna put on shorts and slippers, go swimming, get some Vitamin D! I feel happier like that, haha.

Anyways, just been working a lot. And working out a lot. My little "incident" in January has added on some stubborn pounds & it makes me so SAD :( Like seriously. I have been eating right, going to the gym at least 4X/wk, regular BMs (haha)--but it wont go away:( so frustrating, but hopefully when I resume my . --things will look better. keeping my fingers crossed!

Because of some haps at home, I am contemplating moving out. Nothing personally about my family or anything like that, more like something about my living condition that stinks--literally! lol. ill share with you guys next time I see you. So yah, definitely cannot afford a mortgage on my own, so well seeeee...

hmm, what else??? nothing really! Were going to Miami & checking out the Bahamas on a cruise. excited because its a new destination. Other than that, thats all! Cant wait for summer! hahah.