Dude, can I vent here real quicK?
So the druggie side of my friend is back! & it is sooooo annoying! Can you imagine a totally cool person one day, become all annoying the next day?! So, probably for the past couple of weeks he hasn't really done any drugs & I swear that's when I think he's the coolest. But when he starts back on whatever the hell he does, he's like a totally different person. Like...those annoying cocky asses who talk out of their ass. I mean, Yeah- I can probably stand it a couple times, but when it occurs in cycles..damn! haha. He's kind of like an asshole, talking to me like "what you gettin into today girl?" "i'm fucked up blood" nigga this, nigga that. AHHHH!!!! Soo yeah, I'm probably being a stupid ass for keep hanging out with him, but I'm really thinking about getting back into the 12step (lol, ruth). It's not that I don't wanna be his friend anymore, just not so close. Cuz maybe I am expecting more from him than I should from a friend & maybe then, his druggie phases won't irritate me soo much!
Pls. tell your boys to stay away from drugs! =) <3Yours Truly.
1 comment:
you did vent on your blog haha! sooo. i wonder when this cycle will end
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