time's up.....

I've been dreading the day I would have to say goodbye to her. It always seemed so far away, but now that it's closer than ever...it's so sad! I've never cherished moments more with her. Everytime she talks, I can see the sadness in her eyes that she is leaving...then I stop myself from crying because I know it's probably the best thing for her. Everybody here at home has their own life, sometimes too busy for our own good. I just can't imagine coming home to an empty kitchen...no tfc playing 24/7, no1 to force me to drive them around, no1 to talk to when no1 else is home..and I know she's not dying or anything, but I'm seriously going to misss her sooooo much. I have never seen anybody show as much love and kindness as she has shown to all of us. K, i'm gonna go to sleep now. I'm making myself saaaad:(!!!!!!!