HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Wow, talk about time flying! I don't know about you guys, but I have pretty much been working up theee ass! It's fun though cuz all the externs are working, and it's just good times. Other than that, been spending a lot of time taking naps, going on myspace, talking on my phone, watching tv, and being bored. I love it and hate it at the same time. Oh did I mention how much FOOD i consumed. It's really sickening..makes me wanna throw up. haha.

So New Year huh? 2007. WOW. My Resolutions this year are to:

-Lose weight, if not, maintain my weight by using my gym membership more!
-Stop charging my on my credit card & hopefully pay them off when I graduate!
-No belligerent nights that I can't remember!
-Stop sleeping in & go out to be more pruductive & fun
-Seriously hands down be JUST FRIENDS w you know who
-No throwing up on purpose anymore (uhhhh hahaha)
-Get good grades in my last college semester.

I think these are verrry good resolutions for me. I'm kind of excited about it. 2007 will probably be a good year =) Where the party at tonight!?!

FREEEDOM

Finished Finals!! Hellloooo SIXTH semester! that means we're graduating in NO time =) AHHH! Seriously makes me feel like peeing in my pants everytime I think about it. All I have ever known was school--studying and a part time job. Post graduation, life is gonna be about work! haha. After finals, had a grreat time at the beer garden. In all my college career, I've never drank after a final on campus...and I must say it was pretty fun. Will definitely be doing that next semester.

Been awake since 6am. I was soo tired last night at D&Bs, but I still got drunk while I was already hungover--awesome! =P I have been on a serious caffeine addiction for the past week, I'm gonna have to go cold turkey so my body can restore its normal functioning!

Anyways, enough blabbering. I know SOMEONE was waiting for this list....

--A jigsaw puzzle (A cute one please! & not too hard...I'm serious)
--I loove wallets (but please get an OK from grace before buying it, haha...I'm serious)
--Cute T-shirts (I would go with a medium)
--Can never go wrong with a hoodie!
--Cute/Warm PJs
--Those slipper/socks jamie posted on her blog
--AE underwear
--Flannel Sheet Set (match my room, full/quuen)

*I know this is really general. I'll get around to posting specific links after I go shopping today!!

BORED

Even if I should at least get started on studying for finals, I'm not and I'm soo boored!

Today was yet another exhausting day w Ruth, but I took a nap and then woke up way too late. Now I'm bored. I should just go to partymartys house to kill time or something. Cool, I just bugged my sister and shes gonna go to walmart with mee =) It's 10pm.

Tomorrow will be my last undergraduate lecture of the fall semester, lol. I also have a dentist appt and Christmas party to attend to. I wanna cut my hair too, it's monstrous...at least to me...

and then Weds...dinner? Ok. time to go to the place where the prices are always rooollling back! i<3Walmart.

HUMOR

Sometimes you gotta find the humor in things. How I've humored myself this weekend was sadly looking at my weekend itinerary. I wondered to myself many times this weekend: "wow, I'm pretty lame! " I can remember the weekends when I would leave the house at 11 to party, versus now coming home at 11 to call it a night! Yeah, that was a perfect example. Not to complain right now though, cuz I love it and I'd rather be warm at home right now then freezing my ass off trying to party. & I guess that's just growing up for ya. Sucks, haha.

Anyways, I was looking on myspace at how all the groups from high school are still really good friends. And with definitely no offense to you guys... or myself!, but I'm jealous! They have thanksgiving dinners together, hang out at each others houses, go shopping or whateverr....and they're all big happy groups! Then I look at ours...haha, and laugh because you would think after 10+ yrs of being friends, that all 8 of us would still be able to be good friends..but we're not..we're drama queens! Me & Philbert were saying maybe it's because we don't have guys in our group, so you put a bunch of girls together and there's bound to be drama! We're all split in half & mad at each other. So now there is less of us to hang out and for the most part, I kinda have nooo idea what anyone is doing throughout the week, haha. Sometimes makes me feel like I have no friends! But of course I understand we're all busy, but fckn imagine when we graduate w full time careers!! Anyways I just miss being a bigger group, but quality over quantity.. haha byaaaaaah!! I just got kinda sad about that over the weekend. Just last Christmas, we WERE one of those big, happy groups that I envy now. I guess we take those things for granted....

The end of the semester approaching quickly. It's December already! I seriously can't believe how FAST this year has went. It scaares me to think about graduating next year, it's less than 5 months away!! & that's it--blasted into the reeal world. Hmm, oh yeah I <3 the new real world cast. haha, ok..I'm looking at my bed and it looks mighty comfy. Goood night!

SINGLES NIGHT

It was "Singles Night" at Decos last night. Haha, everyone had a little sticker which I thought was pretty gay! But anyways, I surprisingly had a good time last night! Things are somewhat normai with the other half, but of course never the same.

Me and Dianne had a ball approaching literally almost 20 guys asking them "Hey arent you my brothers friend?" which works like a charm! Talk about theeeee greatest pickup line! haha.

Snowjam this morning was freakin awesome. Carla woke my drunk ass up at 730, and picked me up at 0830. It started at 1000, and we were there for a good three hours...300 dollars later I have a new snowboarding outfit (jacket AND pants), and some snowboarding boots. Yeah, maybe I'm crazy but I looooove snowboarding! I plan on going plenty of times this season, poor knees! AND when I'm a nurse next year..I'll be buying myself a pretty snowboard! Woohoo..cant wait!

Anyways, um BYE!! haha

SAY NO TO DRUGS! haha

Dude, can I vent here real quicK?

So the druggie side of my friend is back! & it is sooooo annoying! Can you imagine a totally cool person one day, become all annoying the next day?! So, probably for the past couple of weeks he hasn't really done any drugs & I swear that's when I think he's the coolest. But when he starts back on whatever the hell he does, he's like a totally different person. Like...those annoying cocky asses who talk out of their ass. I mean, Yeah- I can probably stand it a couple times, but when it occurs in cycles..damn! haha. He's kind of like an asshole, talking to me like "what you gettin into today girl?" "i'm fucked up blood" nigga this, nigga that. AHHHH!!!! Soo yeah, I'm probably being a stupid ass for keep hanging out with him, but I'm really thinking about getting back into the 12step (lol, ruth). It's not that I don't wanna be his friend anymore, just not so close. Cuz maybe I am expecting more from him than I should from a friend & maybe then, his druggie phases won't irritate me soo much!

Pls. tell your boys to stay away from drugs! =) <3Yours Truly.

SOO HAPPY

UPDATE: I found my camera. (in my hamper!) I can now move on with my life.

Lesson: Don't take things for granted, haha! & Don't get too wasted when you have expensive things..or just don't get too wasted--period.

Oh man....I'm so fuckin happy.

SOO HAPPY

UPDATE: I found my camera. (in my hamper!) I can now move on with my life.

Lesson: Don't take things for granted, haha! & Don't get too wasted when you have expensive things..or just don't get too wasted--period.

Oh man....I'm so fuckin happy.

AND IT'S A WRAP!

I'm officially 22!

The birthday is officially over, thank God. I kinda hate having birthdays, too much pressure to have a good one. Haha. But yea, I had a good birthday. Thanks you bitches =)

I'm exhausted, & I have mile long list of things to do. BLAH.

p.s. I drink too much.
p.s.s. I don't like throwing drink-ups. I think my 3-people drink-ups are funner =)

GLOOMY WEATHER....

...makes me feel gloomy! =( I don't know about you guys, but the weather has been putting a damper on my spirits! I just feel so out of it. I wish it could be sunny. I think the past two birthdays I've had were cold/gloomy...boooo...

Anyways, the plan is to have dinner on my birthday night. Hope you guys could make it. I am also getting a free one hour swedish massage so I am pretty excited about that. Umm, then it's time to drink on the weekend. yaay. But I think from this past weekend, I am pretty traumatized about drinking a ridiculous amount (btw, jamie I think I didn't drink 24 according to sources..it was less??) Had that horrible wake-up-in-the-morning-panicked feeling. Ohhh mannn, that is THE WORST feeling EVER! I had absolutely no idea what had happened the night before but apparently I lost my house/car keys again..and in marty's words I was being "stubborn and stupid." Haha, damn. He was pretty pissed..oops! Don't you hate that? I do. But it's okay...I'm still drinking. hehehe.

k time to lay in my bed in the gloomy weather. blahhhhh.

DOWN TIME

So, we just finished taking our first test of the semester. I think everyone did a pretty good job. Now, if only I could get started on the rest of the stuff we have due in the next couple of weeks..that would be great! The first thing I want to do is write my application for a critical care course next semester. I've been putting it off because I honestly don't know what to say to sound convincing/passionate/etc. while at the same time not sounding like I'm bullshitting. Sooo, that's something that will be on my mind for the night.

I don't have work tomorrow because I am finally getting my hair done tomorrow =) I'm kind of excited cuz my hair has been looking real ugly to me the past few days. I wanted to get it done before my birthday, so yup--it's happening. I'll let you know how it turns out, cuz I'm usually not ever completely satisfied with my hair after I leave the salon. We'll seeeee!

I can't believe it's already gonna be my birthday! I want to be 21 forever!!! Umm, let's see....I have officially decided to have a birthday drinkup so spread the word! Haha, well not to everyone, I'm just hoping to have at least have 10 friends drinking with me! haha, and also have them get along! I noticed I don't really have that many friends that I'd want to see me get belligerent (aka true friends that won't judge me, LOL!) & well, a lot of people just don't get along nowadays so you gotta be cautious about whose gonna be there. But I have a couple people in mind that I would like to show up sooo yeaah! It's all about the QUALITY though right?? I guess I have realized that more lately...

Anyways, I STILL want that camera. I've already tried to find it, but without success. So yeahhh...what I did find though..were the perfect components to assemble my CROWN costume. So for sure, one night of the Halloween celebrations, I will definitely be sporting my favorite drink...INSIDE & OUT!!! heheheheeeee.

BUSY WORK

Hi friends! I changed my layout, I don't really like it but whatever!

Anyways, life this week has been...busy. Well, not really, I'm just not sitting around as much! This past friday and monday, me and ruth went to the gym! That's right..twice =) haha. So Carla is planning on terminating her membership. She hasn't been there since...July! haha. & Jamie, i don't know either! Not that it matters, cuz I'm still fat. har har harrr.

Anyways, these past two days I have been feeling constipated. I think it's because I have become a coffee drinker (I can't believe it!) on top of alcoholism= dehydration! So, I felt like I had loads of #2 in my intestines! groosss! Well, I took care of it and it was resolved today. Felt soo good. I bought fiber supplements, hydrated myself with countless bottles of H2O from Costco, & drank some of Marty's antioxidant juice. That did the job. & so I have resolved my major stressor of the week!

Next week, we have our first nursing exam of fifth semester. This semester is FLYING! Honestly, I haven't done much for school. I kinda love it! I've been hanging out with my friend a lot...like almost everyday. That's why I'm not always bored...sometimes I'm actually forced to be a little productive so I guess it's cool!

I still want that digital camera. That girl got it before me. Darn! Someone take me to Costco please..it's selling there for $299.

p.s. I like how I don't mention names but you guys probably know who I'm talking about. heheheeeee. bye.

TIME

is suddenly flying by soo fast! What happened to the weekdays?! What happened to the weekends?! Anyways, life has pretty much been a big ROUTINE! My past days have consisted of:

-waking up hella early
-going to either clinical/work/or class
-being too tired to do anything else
-not going to the gym, but thinking about it & how I wanna be skinny
-not studying but thinking about how I should, kinda.
-talking on my phone for hours at a time about nothing
-going to the Rbr to listen to my lectures but really just being there to hang out
-AIM/Myspace/Blogs/Internet
-playing JewelQuest
-then my eyes hurt & I go to sleep.

So yup, it's OCTOBER in like a couple days. Guess whose birthday's coming??? or better yet...guess whose b-day DRINKUP is coming??!! =) I still need to find out about those TJ tacos...mmmmmmmmmmmmm.

THURSDAY NIGHTS...

Boo to my now-lame-Thursday-nights-because-I-have-clinical-Friday-mornings!! Boy, having a clinical at a military hospital (Balboa) doesn't leave much flexibility for untimeliness! Me and Ruth pick each other up at like 0600! Well, today my Friday started out pretty bad. Haha. I thought it was going to go good because I was actually in bed before midnight last night and as I was slowly dozing off to sleep, my phone rings & Marty and BRose insist on coming over. When I think about it now, I'm way too nice because after a I said NO like twice, I was somehow persuaded to let them in. So we're inside and I have a bottle of Crown 3/4 full just being stared at and six shots later, I'm freakin buzzin! WTH! & I have to wake up in like a couple hours. Haha, so at 330am they finally leave and I knock out for what feels like 10 minutes to Ruth calling me! It was 610am, both my alarm clocks totally going off!, and I'm laate! Whatta rush! & well, I don't really know what the point of my story was except uhh..I don't know! That was just me trying to have a "cool" Thursday night. Haha, I don't know about that anymore!
So now to my Friday nights. I feel so tired that usually I don't really feel like doing anything. But anyways, what's going on tonight?! I just got paid =) Woohoo to working more hours! I guess it's worth it.

currently SUPER badly wanting!!: a new Digital Camera. hmmmmmmmmm.........

HOOOTERS!

Tonight was fun. Just hung out with everyone I guess I consider "friends" at the current moment. I thought those 50 wings weren't enough, haha. I came home and layed on my stomach cuz I felt like throwing up. I do, sometimes. I would describe it as a mild case of Bulemia. haha. Yup, NOT cool. Anyways, I felt like typing more but I'm really sleepy and I have another long day at work tomorrow =( I think I'm burning myself out. Good Night!

BLOGSPOT

Welcome back to my life! haha. Thought that xanga was getting kinda too out there for me. Anyways, this is cool...I just copied my friends. haha.

Today I watched THE LAST KISS. A movie about...relationships. A movie that basically sent me an unconscious message that relationships are full of crap! hahah jk. I'm just disappointed I wasted 9 bucks expecting to watch a grreat chick flick..but no. haha. I give up on chick flicks..I'll wait for them to come out on dvd because the last two I've watched in theatres have been rather disappointing. Ive become much more of a movie person these past couple of months. Before I didn't know movies for crrrap...but now I have pretty much watched a good number of movies that have been out this summer..coool! ..But I still don't know the names of actors.

In other news, this weekend has been pretty chill. Rockbottom was on friday...booring! (which is why I don't plan on celebrating my birthday at a club..BORING! haha!) Interesting night though. I missed <3dk!!! What a shame :( What I did do was spend my whole day literally laying in bed being a JewelQuest master! (that's my game!) It's pretty bad..I've been wasting away my days like that too much. Then, spent my night in good company (Grace,Marty, & my sisters, haha). Today watched the Chargers kick some ass. GOO CHARGERS!! Lucky Jamie actually went to the game! I wanna goo to a game--someday. Then did a little shopping...& bought a bunch of random stuff like gray checkered vans....but they look like sneakers! hahaahaha. laaame.

Um ok this is long. I kinda like it. I don't plan on having too many people know this blog either so I can just write long stupid entries like this & not worry about whose gonna read it. Okay...gotta get ready for clinical tomorrow. These weeks are starting to fly by too fast again...